Sometimes I wish I can make the world spin slower; in order for me to enjoy moments that I miss; memories; emotions haunt me until I no longer; no longer exist.

I've been on pursuit on things that I do; I do em cause they make me feel true: true to myself I receive some type of freedom from myself; that self I try to be for every one else: I guess I feel peace when I let me be me & be like fuck everything thing else: put on a beat & let the beast be beast; let the war inside my head enjoy a little piece of peace disease it must to be to feel the need to stay true; succeed; even though all that breeds enemies, I want health; wealth and everything else; they depict to be great; I am him; no one else; that's the way it is & that's the way it flows; I wonder why we live & what the fuck for; I'll keep on asking till I know till then these words be eternal like the view of a horizon on a Cali shore!

Sometimes I wish I can make the world spin slower; in order for me to enjoy moments that I miss; memories; emotions haunt me until I no longer; no longer exist.

I've done some growing up I got a lot more to do; habits let's behind with things untrue; & just so you know that includes a lot of people too; you cannot change someones beliefs; you cannot explain a light they have never seen; so how you expect them to believe; in the same dream same ideas; by any means don't let em change you; stress you; upset you by the way you do you; cause in the end; when it's your time ; trust me; no ones going to be like hey can I roll withcu; they could give a fuck; & to be real I'll doubt; I'll doubt even if they give that; they say we've never seen hell; can you imagine that? shits crazy shits amazing; how your life can do a fucken 180; today your here; tomorrow maybe.


Sometimes I wish I can make the world spin slower; in order for me to enjoy moments that I miss; memories; emotions haunt me until I no longer; no longer exist.